So in general, I am a person who has a slightly less than positive outlook. With this in mind, I decided to be cheerful about my first few weeks as a sales assistant in a lower-market jewelry store, and think, "yeah this shift will be just fine, walk in with an open mind and a smile, it'll be great". People would ask how my new job went. I would tell them it was fine, I had fun, it went pretty well.

But here is the reality.

The place is a fucking hellhole. I hate it. The customers are assholes. The staff are assholes. The only nice person is quitting. The new(er) casual is already trying to convince me to quit, because she wants my hours.
The manager, who I (quite reasonably) guessed was gay, is actually straight. Which makes a lot of his "accidental" contact both uncomfortable and inappropriate.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to work from 8:30-5:15. My mum said she'll call in sick for me so I can find a job that doesn't make you feel physically sick just thinking about it.

I don't know what the fuck to do.

_{sorry for bawwfest guys i'm so depressed right now}